Inside Outside

There is a rage inside that i keep dormant
It subsides amongst the shattered dreams of long ago
created by years of heartache and resentment
I am a vessel of hatred and seethe relentlessly
on the inside.

What you see is what i show you
A flawlessly cheerful disposition
A kindred soul searching for others
Hoping for a world as beautiful as it should be
On the outside

Why must i feel so torn in two
inside filled with sorrow and loathing
outside i am sunshine and glitter
If i could choose just one i would!
To be happy inside and out!


About raychsmadness

Im a 30 something year old mum of 3 young kids (2 boys and a girl) who continuously keep me on my toes. I love to write but am yet to be published. But when i am, you can all say that u knew me before i was famous!

Posted on January 1, 2013, in Poetry. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. free spirited free emotions free heartaches just another honest soul writing thoughts of compassion in ink for anyone to read like me thank you

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